Some Doctors Should Just Resign...

And My Reproductive Endocrinologist is one of them. I can't even begin to censor my thought processes but I have to, because well even though this is "my" blog, I know some of my readers are a bit conservative.

So last Tuesday Cristian and I decided to move ahead and do the IUI despite the fact that our beloved friend passed away. On Monday we spent the entire day and night in the funeral parlor, Tuesday morning we did the IUI and Tuesday night back to the funeral parlor and Wednesday was the burial. The only thing that got me through this was the thought that perhaps our buddy was guiding us from heaven. I felt guilty doing the IUI that day and even cried about it. But we did it, because the RE said it was time and she had triggered me Monday early morning. Because she did a scan that showed 2 mature follicles...

Well...I went for a progesterone test yesterday and my level was 0.8 which means I did not ovulate..hmmm? You mean I did not ovulate but we triggered, I had follicles, we did IUI, what do you mean I did not ovulate.
So I go in this morning for repeat blood work and another ultrasound and guess what... I HAVE NO MATURE FOLLICLES.
The Dr then proceeds to tell me that maybe they weren't follicles the other day and were actually cysts..wow this woman has got to be kidding me. So I said well is there a corpus luteum and she says.."maybe" and points to a black dot saying it could be an 11mm follicle or a corpus luteum.

Anyway..I tell her that my cervix was high, soft and open, she tells me "Oh I don't know much about cervical positions..."

OMG...what the fuck am I doing dealing with this doctor. Apparently I know more than she does and that is sad being she has 17 years of experience.

I am really angry, REALLLLLLLLLLLLY angry, because she thinks because she is leaving the practice and not accepting my insurance in 15 days that she can dismiss me. She even picked up a personal phone call while with me and DISMISSED me!

I am so done with her!

I can't wait until my appointment with Dr. Liccardi at NYU Fertility Center