Doing Everything Right.

I am so so so tired of hearing about people being pregnant. Every time I find out someone else is pregnant my heart just breaks a little more. I am so thrilled for them, but incredibly sad for myself. I have done everything that I am supposed to do to get pregnant, my reward was a miscarriage and 30lbs.

I was told I should quit smoking- so I did...June 25th was the last time I smoked a cigarette. It has been 7 months. I have not had 1 single slip up, I went completely cold turkey. I started clomid that following Saturday, 50mgs, that was the doozy cycle. 2 cycles later and I was pregnant. 1 week later and I wasn't any longer.

So this is what I have resorted to in my latest efforts to hopefully get knocked up miraculously on my own.

1- Gave up carbs..no bread, pasta, rice, sugar, flour, potatoes, corn, peas, carrots etc.

2- Gave up caffeine..no coffee, no soda, nothing.

3- Started back up on Metformin

4- Taking my synthroid religiously

5- Taking 200mg of Selenium

6- Taking Tonalin CLA

I have lost 12lbs since January 19th. This is good progress but nowhere where I need to be. I hope February comes with a 15-20lb loss, I will even settle for 10 if I have to.

On March 3rd I want to walk into my Endocrinologist's office and have him see me have lost 25-35lbs. 13lbs more for the least and 23 for the later..I am sure it will be the lesser amount. But still 25lb loss is great.

Okay I am off to order myself a salad. Yummy!